Back again...

As our plane landed in the tampa FL airport i felt a rush of relief. We had finally arrived at our destination. I was about 5 months pregnant at the time. Tiny little unborn Jaden had just recently begun to squirm around inside me. I think i might have actually felt his first movements right before we left HI but I'm pretty sure i just wrote it off as alllooot of gas...haha. In Utah i had recognized that those twittery, gassy feelings might actually be him moving. But now in FL i was 100% sure it was him. It had gone from feeling movement every now and then to feeling like there was a teeny tiny mini acrobat inside me fluttering around all day. It felt weird ! I still had a hard time wrapping my mind around the fact that i had something alive inside me!! My morning sickness began to very slowly ease up on me and for the first time in a while i was starting to feel a bit better.  We were staying with my mom who had graciously opened her doors to our broke bums... We had spent almost ALL our money trying to get back to FL from HI. Not to mention I knew that my mom would be able to help a bit with the daunting task of caring for a newborn. So their we were, back at the home i grew up in (kinda-  my fam. moved their when i was 12). And for the first time in our almost 3 year marriage we were completely dependent on our parents....